I'm switching the protected list up again so the last three can see my previous post.

Fairy
Jessica
Atomic

you're all in! 

Now for the bad news.

John & I are not communicating well these days.  Haven't been for a while now either.  Beyond that, we don't have sex.  I know it's not the most important part of a relationship - but it's always been something I've considered indicative of problems in a relationship & we definitely have problems.  We argued this afternoon/evening and then I left with my mom to go to my soon to be aunt's bachelorette party.   He texts me when we leave asking why I'm mad & I told him because he was back and forth all day not being decisive.  Argh. I just don't even want to rehash this particular argument - suffice to say we don't communicate well and I think he's a whiny little boy sometimes.  Seriously, not just out of anger that I say that.  I think he doesn't get all that being an adult entails and is taking some things for granted.

So I take a break from the bonfire shenanigans of the party & head into the house to chat with my uncle for a while.  Not two minutes in he says "So, you sure you're ready to get married, T?"  ...  "Well, I can't picture my future without him.  But I can't imagine living my life with some of the things that are going on."

My mom thinks maybe we should take a break.  I think she might be right.

This sucks.

I switched out those who have seen the protected news for sure & added some new:

Jeff
Breezy
Crafty
Chainsaw
OneBadMother

You're up!    I just want to share this news with at least most of you... but I can't share it with the world.  View if you wish! 

And for those of you who already have - Thank you for the comments!    It is all very exciting and NEW and fun!

And as I don't post enough for me to pay for premium yet again - I can only do 10 people at a time.

Amy
Brat
Wissh
Dippity
Tyche
SherylM
ExLibris
TNuts
KissMeQuickly!
Noelle

You are on the list...   If you're not above & you want to see, please let me know so I can switch out.  Sorry for the hassle & yes it was hard to pick.  lol  But I'm just doing what I have to do for now.  Besides, I've got a wedding to fund! 

Love you all - read you almost every day but catch up when I miss one.